Caitie Bundy
Blog Post 1
Hello,
my name is Caitlin Bundy, but I prefer Caitie. This is my second semester at
the University. I took two AP English classes in high school, but other than
that, this is my first actual college English course. I chose English as my
major because I have always been really into reading. Writing, however, is an
area of mine that could use much improvement. Writing is something that brings
much joy into my life, but sharing my writings with others is very difficult
for me. I feel that what I write is always very personal, and I don’t take
criticism lightly, which will be quite a hoop to jump through in this class.
Coming up with an answer to “Why do I write,” has proven to be harder than I
imagined. There’s a few ways to look at this question. At first glance, I think
“I write because I’m an English major, I write because I’m told to do so,” but
after thinking about this question in a different light I realized that I write
for many other reasons. I write because it’s an escape, it’s a way of mentally
leaving my body. When I write I don’t have to be Caitie, I can be anyone I want
to. I write because if I put my ideas to paper, they’ll never leave me. Most
importantly, I know that I’m not the most creative, or technically gifted
writer. I know that I’ll never be a JD Salinger or a Kurt Vonnegut. With that
said, writing brings me a feeling, an indescribable feeling – not joy, not
sorrow or anything in between but something else, something that nothing else
will ever do, I won’t ever make any money off my writings, and I’ll never
become famous for them, but that unexplainable sensation it gives me makes up
for that, and I guess that’s the best answer for why I write.
While
signing up for classes, I had no idea what Writing in Communities would really
be about. In fact, I’m still not completely sure. After reading “The Idea of
Community in the Study of Writing,” by Joseph Harris, many of my previous
misconceptions and questions were cleared up. Harris does a great job of
describing what a community really is through example. One of his opinions on
communities, which I found especially enlightening, is the idea that you don’t
truly know about your specific community, until you leave it, until you get an
outside opinion on it, and see it through different eyes. Harris also explains
the connection between communities and writing. I believe Harris is saying that
a writer can only be as good as the community allows, because communities often
put certain constraints on their members. Another fascinating point brought up
in the reading is that, often times, writers adapt to whichever specific
community they’re presently in, which can have quite an effect on the writer’s
voice. This reading helped me make a better connection between writing and
communities, I feel like I grasp a decent understanding of the two as one now. As
for myself, I belong to several different communities. I’m from Nebraska, I go
to the University, I work at the mall, I am a member of the Pre-Law club. Each
of those are their own community, and have their own personalized sets of
guidelines on how to behave. Those guidelines include what type of language to
use, and how to write. At least, this is my understanding of the subject
matter.
Hi Caitie, welcome to life as an official college writer! I think your experience is pretty similar to a lot of people starting out as English majors. We liked reading and stuff, so we thought, "yeah, English, that sounds good." You might be surprised though, as you take other classes, to discover that writing means more to you than you thought. I also wouldn't sell yourself too short yet--who knows, maybe you will make money as a writer. I would have never guessed I would and technically, writing is half of what they pay me to do. ;-)
ReplyDeleteYour post makes me think of communities of readers, too, though. I wonder if we can be in a community with the authors we read or the characters we read about. Beyond book clubs and such, how are readers and writers in community together.... something to think about...
I'm glad to hear Harris added to your understanding of communities, but his ideas are by far not the end-all-and-be--all on what a community is. I'm wondering why you thought his point about not knowing about a community until you leave it, was so interesting. How have you seen that plaid out in your life? What communities have you left and as a result developed a different or better understanding of? Do you think we can really understand a community while we're a part of it or does it always take an outsiders perspective?